These are words that come straight from the heart.
It started small, just a little crack,
We thought it would pass and bounce right back.
But slowly,quietly,without a sound,
That tiny gap kept growing.
When she cared, I looked away,
Thinking I could fix it another day.
And when I missed her, and reached out true,
She had already started moving too.
We had fought many times before,
But somehow came back stronger than before.
This time,though,the silence stayed,
And the hurt was deep-it would not fade.
No big fight, no angry word,
Just silence louder than being heard.
We both waited, hoping the other would see,
But ego and time would not let it be.
Now we smile like nothing is wrong,
But deep inside it hurts that the bond we had is already gone.
It faded slow, without a sound,
And there was no way to turn it around.
I wish I could go back, just once more,
To talk, to cry, to clear the sore.
But sometimes things just slip away,
Even when you want them to stay.
It is hard to move on, when hearts feel tight,
When people just leave without making things right.
I am learning to hold it all and move on somehow...
But I miss you, papa and the beautiful bond we shared every day.